I am having one of those days where it seems like everyone's mission is you annoy you! A manager that I work with at my job was being a total b$&*# today! Unusually she is so pleasant to work with but today she was like Mr. Hyde! So that really set me off. Then 2 of my friends are being super childish! My one friend, P, was going behind my back a couple months ago because she was convinced that Johnny was cheating on me. Well she got D to be in on her little conspiracy and ever since things have been really strained between us. We had a talk about everything but things are still tense. She wanted everything to stay normal between us and for me to still talk about Johnny to her (which I just can't do yet) but I don't think she is making an effort at all. She has been asking D if they can hang out just the 2 of them and she never makes plans with me anymore. I just don't understand her. Yet when I call her out on it she gets all huffy like nothing is ever her fault and the world is out to get her. I'm just so sick of trying to be her friend and trying to get our relationship back to normal and then finding out that she is being a little manipulative b$^&# behind my back. It may be time to purge her!!!
I'm definitely going to need a big drink tonight!!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Fantastic Weekend!!
I love my boyfriend! Johnny has been so wonderful lately and I'm just so happy! We are definitely out of the rough patch we were in over the winter and I hope it stays this way.
Our weekend at the cabin was awesome! Everyone got along so well and we laughed so much. Johnny went fishing with my Dad a few times each day and my parents definitely got to know Johnny better. I think they really like him. It was just perfect :-)
We had great weather all weekend. I even got a little bit of a tan. We did happy hour boat rides on the pontoon with lots of drinks and yummy hor d'oeuvres. We had a bonfire and watched funny home movies. We all wanted to stay for at least a few more days!
I hope everyone had a really great Memorial Day weekend!
Our weekend at the cabin was awesome! Everyone got along so well and we laughed so much. Johnny went fishing with my Dad a few times each day and my parents definitely got to know Johnny better. I think they really like him. It was just perfect :-)
We had great weather all weekend. I even got a little bit of a tan. We did happy hour boat rides on the pontoon with lots of drinks and yummy hor d'oeuvres. We had a bonfire and watched funny home movies. We all wanted to stay for at least a few more days!
I hope everyone had a really great Memorial Day weekend!
Friday, May 22, 2009
Oh happy day!!!
It's Friday and I'm leaving work early to head up to my favorite place in the whole world.....my Grandma's cabin on the lake :-) My Grandma is still at her winter home down south but my parents and sister will be at the cabin. I'm also bringing a friend with me and my bf, Johnny. I'm a little nervous because it will be the first time that Johnny spends an extended amount of time with my parents and I just really want them to like him since I love him so much :-)
It's going to be great to get away for 3 days and spend some time outside. I think everything will go great between my parents and Johnny because he is a great guy and they'll be able to see how much we love each other.
The lake cabin is my favorite place in the whole world because I have such great memories there. When I was younger I used to spend weeks at a time there with my grandparents. Just me and them! I had the best time going horseback riding, swimming, tubing, making forts, reading, etc. I am the oldest of 3 children and my siblings and I didn't always get along so I always looked forward to time away from them :-) Now, even though I don't do all the same fun things that I used to I enjoy the cabin so much. It's a stress-free place that I can just relax and enjoy life.
I hope you all have a fabulous Memorial Day Weekend!!
It's going to be great to get away for 3 days and spend some time outside. I think everything will go great between my parents and Johnny because he is a great guy and they'll be able to see how much we love each other.
The lake cabin is my favorite place in the whole world because I have such great memories there. When I was younger I used to spend weeks at a time there with my grandparents. Just me and them! I had the best time going horseback riding, swimming, tubing, making forts, reading, etc. I am the oldest of 3 children and my siblings and I didn't always get along so I always looked forward to time away from them :-) Now, even though I don't do all the same fun things that I used to I enjoy the cabin so much. It's a stress-free place that I can just relax and enjoy life.
I hope you all have a fabulous Memorial Day Weekend!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Sorry it's been so long!
I can't believe it has been almost 3 weeks since I last posted! What a bad blogger I am!!!
Life has been cruising by that is for sure! I think summers are always like that though, at least for me.
I did talk to my friend a couple weeks ago about our little situation . Our talk was good but neither of us was willing to back down from our views. I think we both understand where the other is coming from but it hasn't changed what we both think. She still hates Johnny which makes things a little awkward. Our friendship definitely isn't the same as it used to be. It feels a little forced and even though she said she still wants me to talk to her about Johnny I don't really feel comfortable doing so. So I guess we'll just see how things go.
Johnny has been amazing lately! After the last time he stayed out all night we talked about it (basically me telling him I wasn't going to stick around if it happened again and that he was going to lose everything that means anything to him if he continues the erratic behavior). He broke my heart (which I told him) and I became a little indifferent. He realized that he was about to lose the best thing he has ever had and will ever have so he made a decision to change his lifestyle. He's been just great! And I'm gaining back my confidence in us and my trust in him which is really good. He's been talking about marriage a lot lately. He tells me that he has never wanted to marry anyone until he met me. He used to say that he wanted to get married in about 7 years and then last week when we were cuddling in bed he whispered to me "I think I want to get married sooner than I thought." Then a couple days ago when we were sitting on the couch he said "if I didn't think it was too tacky I would want to go to the courthouse and get married". I responded with "oh really?" And he said that he wants to be with me forever and that I'm the best and only girl for him. Now that the prospect of marriage is front and center I'm really scared by it. To me marriage is a lifelong commitment. I don't plan on ever getting divorced. I want to be married but do I want it right now? Am I ready to make that big of a decision in my life right now? I love Johnny and things are going well right now but how do I know that he won't start behaving the way he was? Johnny isn't financially ready to propose or have a wedding so I have time to think about everything. It's just funny that I've always wanted to get married and I've been so anxious about it and then when it is right in front of me for the taking I'm taking a step back. I guess it is good that I'm not jumping right in and I'm being thoughtful about it.
The part that really stinks about this is that I feel like I can't talk to my 2 closest friends about it because they are the ones who don't think Johnny is right for me.
Life has been cruising by that is for sure! I think summers are always like that though, at least for me.
I did talk to my friend a couple weeks ago about our little situation . Our talk was good but neither of us was willing to back down from our views. I think we both understand where the other is coming from but it hasn't changed what we both think. She still hates Johnny which makes things a little awkward. Our friendship definitely isn't the same as it used to be. It feels a little forced and even though she said she still wants me to talk to her about Johnny I don't really feel comfortable doing so. So I guess we'll just see how things go.
Johnny has been amazing lately! After the last time he stayed out all night we talked about it (basically me telling him I wasn't going to stick around if it happened again and that he was going to lose everything that means anything to him if he continues the erratic behavior). He broke my heart (which I told him) and I became a little indifferent. He realized that he was about to lose the best thing he has ever had and will ever have so he made a decision to change his lifestyle. He's been just great! And I'm gaining back my confidence in us and my trust in him which is really good. He's been talking about marriage a lot lately. He tells me that he has never wanted to marry anyone until he met me. He used to say that he wanted to get married in about 7 years and then last week when we were cuddling in bed he whispered to me "I think I want to get married sooner than I thought." Then a couple days ago when we were sitting on the couch he said "if I didn't think it was too tacky I would want to go to the courthouse and get married". I responded with "oh really?" And he said that he wants to be with me forever and that I'm the best and only girl for him. Now that the prospect of marriage is front and center I'm really scared by it. To me marriage is a lifelong commitment. I don't plan on ever getting divorced. I want to be married but do I want it right now? Am I ready to make that big of a decision in my life right now? I love Johnny and things are going well right now but how do I know that he won't start behaving the way he was? Johnny isn't financially ready to propose or have a wedding so I have time to think about everything. It's just funny that I've always wanted to get married and I've been so anxious about it and then when it is right in front of me for the taking I'm taking a step back. I guess it is good that I'm not jumping right in and I'm being thoughtful about it.
The part that really stinks about this is that I feel like I can't talk to my 2 closest friends about it because they are the ones who don't think Johnny is right for me.
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